I got back from Wembley intending to try to forget about football for a couple of months.
I lasted until Friday and then started posting on here again.
Since then it's been like hell on Earth - Every time I think it's as bad as it can be, something else lands on us.
I've long since given up any hope of keeping Grealish and am now worried that Chester will be gone as well.  This is worse than anything I think I've experienced as a fan and I'm left wondering how many years it will take to get out of this mess.
Forget about winning the cup in my lifetime.  I'm seriously concerned that we'll ever be PL again in my lifetime.