I don't like this forum and very rarely visit and I think its because I hate this type of thing. I know that losing my dad, nd best mate, will be unbearable when it happens.
Truly sympathetic and sorry for your loss. I hope thata month or so on you're starting to see the light again.
Sorry this all sounds like rubbish. Good luck to you and your family over the months ahead until the pain and loss are easier to bear.
